Thursday, September 20, 2012

DISDAIN

The spirituality you seek is just as ethereal
so why disdain the things that are material

Why does transigence bother you o mortal
The fibre of our being its the very material

Auspices stars omens signs everywhere
Rises self-belief makes it all immaterial

In a moment all resistance capitulate
On lover's glance not orders ministerial

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

KAM HAI

Jitna bhi kiya hua kam hai
Ab chalne ko raasta kam hai

Kehte hain badaa hai dil uska
Is marz ki to davaa kam hai

Rai leta hoon apne chhoton se
Unmein ajza e raaegan kam hai

Jo muskuraaye apni aankhon se
Dil main uske maiyl kam hai

Kayi hain ab haqdaar iske
Aur pyaar mujhe mila kam hai

Maine keh diya tha sabkuch
Wo kehte hain likha kam hai

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Sulagta hai dil

Sulagta hai dil to karta hai sawaal bhi,
mohabbat mein aati hai subh e zavaal bhi

khamoshi mein hain pardadari ki alamatein,
tanhaiyon main panapte hain malaal bhi

muskurate ho ab bhi baatein karte ho,
rakhte ho dil mein bewafa khayal bhi

gile kya karun tum se kya shikayatein,
sannaate bhi hain sukoon la muhaal bhi

nibah rahe hain is salikay se rasm e duniya,
guzre chand roz phir mahine aur saal bhi

main apna haal e dil bayaan na kar paoon,
teri ankhen bhi khushk hain laal bhi

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Another sher

Hum ne ek doosre se kuch chupaaya bhi nahin,
Usne kuch poocha nahin maine bataaya bhi nahin

Thursday, June 28, 2012

sher

Tum mujh mein ho main nahin tum mein
Bas yahi baat achchi nahin tum min

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Kya Karun


Husn e jaana ki taareef main kya shuru karun,
khatm na ho jo baat main kya shuru karun

Kamzarf se samandar labon pe beqarar,
Ab apne khayalon ko kya beabroo karun

Wo ghazal ke maiyne poochta hai mujhse,
Ab aaine se main use kya roobaroo karun

Sachchai ne nawaaza hai tanhayi se mujhe
Kyun na meetha bolna main bhi shuru karun

Karne ke waaste mujhko baatein hazaar hain
Har baar talkhiyon ko hi kyun surkhroo karun

Mardood e adab mein Quateel apna shumar hai
Is bujhi kalam se kise kya khushroo karun

Monday, April 30, 2012

Maikhaana

Maikade mein le zehen behosh aata hai
Jaam uthaane per hi usko hosh aata hai

Dastoor-e-mai jaanta hoon main faqat itna
Chadti hai usko ghoont jo ghutne ko aata hai

zubaan larzey na kabhi hain pair lad'khadate
Fun ye maahir zinda kharaabon ko aata hai

Dil kiye pathhar sile lab liye dinbhar
Har shaam wo jaise khulne ko aata hai

Kabhi shab e vasl kabhi subh e shaad
Paymana wohi naya manzar roz dikhaata hai

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Random 'Free' Thoughts

And it is that time of the year again. When we as a nation lament and berate, enjoy and celebrate our being a country. When channels rerun Gandhi the movie and news channels have panel discussions on why we should leave him behind. 

An honest man with a just demand in a completely unreasonable format sticks out his chin, leaving people like me in a dilemma. The rest of the junta is quick to jump to his cause, little realising what he basically wants is a violation of democracy as constituted here. The party in power is not clean and any reasonable route closed by the crusader. He is a simple man who wants a simple solution. And he is willing to die for it. Good for him and I can only pray that the disaffected throngs who gravitate to him realise what's happening. But have no hope of that happening.

I cannot condone the ruling alliance for fear of being riled by my fellow civil society members as being corrupt. it seems if you are not caught up in the hubris of anti corruption debate and lost all sense...then you are not worthy of this freedom that many people have given their lives for.
This brings me to the next topic. In these times we see people (poets specially) sing paens to those soldiers who laid down their life for the country. What I can't fathom is why now? Is it less important on other days? Or more important today? When such overwhelming collective reverence takes place in this country it will mean only one thing. It will be forgotten the next day till the next independence day. And my emotional junta that sings aye mere watan ke logon proudly with a tear gleaming... Doesn't really know what freedom means. India got freedom from the british in a largely unmilitary fashion. The soldiers who fought for the country did so in wars and skirmishes with the neighbours. 

So is independence day remembrance indicative of military achievements? How soviet of us to do so! And the whupping the chinese meted out to us is termed 'sacrifice'. While 71 is termed as military superiority. The idiocy of the masses is truly supreme. The chinese are getting ready once again and looks like our pants are down again. Low number of aircraft, specious border connectivity, which is a ridiculous border to begin with.

What bards dream of epics to unleash on this day. Tales to rend hearts and move minds to mush. When you talk to soldiers you realise they know what they are getting into. I will never forget a train journey I shared with a soldier. It was the quietest one I've had. I asked him where he had been. He was with IPKF in Lanka and although he did not speak much his eyes spoke of lost comarades and faulty intel inputs. Misadventures by a dilletante PM and pain of lost comrades. But still the guy was not feeling too noble. He did his job quietly collected his pay. If public adulation is what the armed forces were after we would be overwhelmed with applications to join the forces. Not a 30% shortfall in junior and middle level officers. This same facebooking, twitter typing youth doesn't even consider the career as the money is more in writing code and even selling credit on the fone to farmers in Idaho. Jai jawan used to be a stirring cry in our country. Now it is just a tv programme.

Anna Hazare took the law into his own hands when he burnt down alchohol stills in his village to make it alchohol free. Today even though it is your democartic right to drink alchohol in Maharashtra if permitted , you cannot in ralegan siddhi... This 'gangajal' style justice may be what is needed but it cannot be condoned.

True freedom is independence of thought. Of being able to think for oneself. And seeing todays herd mentality... I doubt we are free. We are manipulated first by parents, then by peers and finally by media, the agents of mass manipulation. To anticipate the next movie, next save the tiger marathon, the next rozgar yojana and the next Gandhi. We live like Pavlov's dogs ready to salivate at the next bell.

Monday, April 23, 2012

Holi Masti

Holi ki rangeen jab dete Chahcha badhayee
Padosan dikhe hai pehle, piche apni lugayee

Chamchamati lungi pehin Pehelwan Kallu
moonch per hain tav laaye
jaise kahein 'koi hum par rang daal ke dikhaaye'

Hai! Misrain kaun si saadi pahin hain ayiin?
Bheeg kar gayee aur bhi kas,
Rang maley unko hum khoob jas tas

Rajjo aandhi ki tarah ayee
toofan ki tarah gayee balti bhar ke
syaani ho gayee woh bhi rangon mein phans ke

Kaun kahe hai Baiju se
ghontne ko thandaai
bhaanj rahe hai aise
jaise apne liye hi banayee

Boley mast nayan, jeeb ladkhadaye
ab ki holi maun hain hum
baat mein teri man dooba jaaye

pati aise bhi pad gaye raste
jo itne din baad
patni ko dekha khul ke hanste

Paan lagaa rahe hain tunn Nirale
mal rahe kya chuna katha
moonh mein sabke chaale

In sab drishyon se door Kallu
peete asmanjas ke haale
Keh hi diya "Arre! koi mujhpar bhi rang to dale!'

Sawaal ka sawaal

Sawaal ka sawaal tha jawaab nahin mila mujhe
Jawaab mein kya pata kya mila mujhe

Tunay kya samjha kya payaa mujhe
Jisne mujhe samjha kuch aur hi paaya mujhe

Sulag raha hai dil jo chita ban kar,
Ab ke sawaan dhoondega jaane kaise kahaan mujhe

Jo thi koi baat mujhme khaas bhi,
Ghul gayee hai dhull gayee itna usne rulaya mujhe

Main likhna chahata hoon, aur peese hai zabt mujhe,
Meri kismat ki hunar mila hai kam mujhe

Sher

Ghairon ke shor mein wo itna uljha hua hai 'Quateel'
Apne hi dil ki baat sun nahin paata

Gamla

Ya to uski uljhan la-ilaaj ho jaye
Ya meri ulfat bakamaal ho jaaye

Ek roz to main usse baat karun
Ek din mera bemisaal ho jaye
 
Kitaabon mein jawaab nahin milta
Humsafar jab sawaal ho jaye
 
Rang badal rahe hai yun paymane
Aaj ka kapoot kal ka laal ho jaye

Gamle sa jo har ghar ho jaye,
Mehke saari duniya nihaal ho jaye


Paheli

Hoon sabki ki zaroorat main
par ameeron ki numaish main

Aish nahin na imaan main
Par har gali mein biktaa main

Deen dharam se door hoon main
Mandir masjid ki bheed hun main

Har kadam par saath hun main
Saaye se bhi paas hun main

Ab aur bataana theek nahin
Samajh gaye ho kaun hun main

Friday, April 20, 2012

Muyassar nahin mujhko

Muyassar nahin mujhko basafaa hona
qayamat hai sabka raazdan hona

Khelti hai shabnam usi phool pe
jiske labon pe hain isko nihaan hona

Aaj tujhe dekha badi bekaraari se
samjhe kya hai khaaish ka javaan hona

Shay hai jo khuda ki kudrat ki
Dekh rahe hain uska bhi khuda hona

Haal e dil se rooh tak utar jaata hai
Dard ki firtrat mein hai ravaan hona

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Smrutiyon ka prabhaav

Smrutiyon ka prabhaav pyaas sa badhta chalaa gayaa
Aur main beete palon ko niglata chala gayaa

Kitno ke pat jhat bund phir kiye
kuch ka tar udhdaa to udhadtaa chalaa gayaa

Kab tak padi rahogi mere paaon mein
Sawaal apni bediyon se main karta chala gayaa

Na shastra na kavach kisi kaam aaye
Is rann mein ajay vahi jo gira aur girtaa chala gayaa

Saath hain to kyun na hum sukhi rahein
Prashn na thaa to chinh kyun lagtaa chalaa gayaa

Phoolon ki sej mein hi thha mere hriday ka shool
Layt'te hi mere wo ghar chalaa gayaa

Friday, April 13, 2012

Jo tum huay hamare hote

Jo tum huay humaare hote
To apni chatt pe bhi sitaare hote

Josh e tamanna mein duaaon ka asar
Mil jaata to kya nazaare hote

Kuu e yaar aur makan apna
Khoob hota jo ek kinaare hote

Shadab zameen ke daldal dekh lete
to pankh apne na utaare hote

Har jagah phire ho qalam liye 'Quateel'
Hunar zubaan ke bhi to sanwaare hote

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Subah

Mili hai zindagi to bejaan se na raho
Aur zinda ho to pashemaan se na raho

Waqt ki fitrat mein hai badalna
Har tabdeeli pe hairaan se na raho

Chand ghadiyon ke mehmaan hain gham aur khushi
Mehmaan ke aane par budgumaan se na raho

Jab puchche koi kya hai tumhari marzi
Aise mauke par bezubaan se na raho

Aajki jeeti jaagti tasveer ban kar jiyo
Guzre zamaane ki dastaan se na raho

Friday, March 16, 2012

Haan abhi kissa tamaam nahi hua
Mulzim ban gaya badnaam nahi hua

Samaj ke thekedar abhi baithe nahi
sar se khoon ka utar nahi hua

Ishq o aman jisko dekh ke sehem jayen
Samaj ka chehra aisa nahi hua

Malik o mansoor chahe jitna marein nez o sang
aitimad apna be dam nahi hua

Saari mushkile ho jayein asaan
Apna itna sawaab nahi hua,

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Khwab dekha aur tod diya

Ek khwab dekha phir tod diya
khushfehmi se khud ko jhanjhod liya

awara hai badal kabhi laut ta nahi
kitne banjaro ko isne tarasta chhod diya

kinare ko choom rahi thi meri kashti
toofanon mein kisne ise phir mod diya

Haasil mehkashi ka khoob mila mujhe
nashe ne khumaar ko tod diya

Aaye ho to baitho ankhein senk loon
dil ne to ab machalna chod diya

sher

Tanhaiyan mujhse gale mil ke bahot roeen,
chala gaya wo jo tha darmiyan

taaj

Beemar hain kyun bechain mizaaj hai
Dard ki intehaa akhir ilaaj hai

Baatein hain bahot saudagaron ke paas
Khaamosh hai jiske haathon ko kaaj hai

Bookhe bachche royein na kyun yahaan
is mulk mein sare aam sadta anaaj hai

Holi se, phoolon se, kheton se chura ke
rangeen parcham siyasat ka aaj hai

Aa rahe hain dekho waris ehtejaaj ke
Utha ke sar aise jaise zakhm taaj hai

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Auto Reverie and Rant

There it comes again. A new car passes and a whole truck load of information processing starts again. Like a program, the front, the A pillar, profile, B pillar and C and boot or hatch are processed and analysed. It hardly lasts a second but makes me marvel at the way the brain functions and continues to repeat this exercise. I keep reasoning with it that since there are so many new cars coming, its pointless. And furthermore,my work is not of an automotive disposition. So why? Maybe in search of closure I began writing this piece.

As I was writing, a lancer overtook my car, naturally, this being india from the left and at the same time a Skoda overtook the lancer from its left and immediately, I began imagining the torque graph and gear ratios at play here. Resigning myself to the fate of my automotive memories and with general interest at heart I will write only about design. Of the cars that is.

Growing up in a country that was confused whether it was a socialist country or not, led to a automotively challenged childhood. The heart yearns for stuff it does not get, so all sorts of car books were constantly pored over and the usual suspects overanalysed. Being mumbai, it was largely a Premier city. Kolkata and Delhi were largely Ambassador cities and Chennai was where Standard Heralds were made.

The first big car I regularly heard of was the Impala, then the world's hottest luxury car. Everybody who was anybody had to have one, otherwise they were not really there. Rajesh Khanna had one. So there. But my first encounters were with our landlord's what I think was the Kingsway with its white and acqua two tone colour and big fins, 16 number Ram Uncle's yellow Beetle, and the Landmaster from Ferns Villa. Also, Owen lived next to Ferns Villa and his dad had a real cool Willys Station Wagon. Opposite school under Michelle's house was perenially parked a stately serene black 1966 Mercedes 190 D. The Alves just ahead in the village had a Herald that was more parked than not. In comparison our Fiat 1100, the 'dukkar fiat' as it was uncharitably called in mumbai was quite a commoner in my eyes. There were many others but I remember these. They all were of different vintages and design philosophies but in themselves complete. It is the 190 I think that caused me to go out of whack as far as cars are concerned. Peering over the window sill looking into the gear knob, the chrome plated rings on the intrument panels and the lovely vertical grill with the blue and silver three pointed star decal crowned by the ring.

All through school, newspapers were scoured, magazines torn, posters collected and scrapbooks made. In this scrapbook is my first drawing of my car. A no-nonsense four door endowed with a childish yet learned sense of proportion. We'll call it the X One. More on this later.

The biggest help was the annual issue of World Cars. Every year in January 100 bucks spent on buying it outside Bandra station. We were in the 10th then and Shabbir and I would pore over the issue sitting in his classic Ford Escort.

Uncle, Shabbir's dad would tell us the difference between power and torque. How a morris minor would have a straight torque line tapering off only at a very high rpm. Later on one learnt that this is a typical characteristic of long stroke engines. He was working on a concept that I still remember. One that I will always remember but not reveal as I have not tested it. Uncle was not very talkative but a great teacher when he wanted to be. His garage was a favourite hangout place for me. And I would often go there to meet Shabbir.

Shabbir and I would often talk in respectful awed tones, me I suspect more than him about Ferrari, Bertone, Guigiaro, Pininfarina, Zagato and Gandini. The gods of design. The altar which we longed to worship at but convinced that we would die in this heathen hell untouched by divinity.

Time passed in a desultory fashion with insipid ideas floating around in the heads of indian auto manufacturers. They got a nissan chery engine in a Lada body and called it 118 NE (Nissan Engined). Why for heaven's sake can't they get the Chery body also. Die cost saving cheapos!!!! HM launched the Contessa and the tinpot Trekker. For a while the government pretended that it was favouring those in high places by giving them contessas. The Standard auto company launched the the Standard 2000 a rust bucket from day one with a horribly rattly engine with no power!!! Indian auto industry dying fast. Before that the Standard Herald 4 door popped up and popped out faster than you could say Muthiah!!

The Maruti will not be mentioned but the Dolphin will be as it suffered at the hands of the govt's policy that blatantly favoured below 800 cc 4 door cars...conveniently only the maruti met that criteria....Tata's proposal to tie up with Honda for passenger cars was very much in keeping with the spirit of the Rajiv Gandhi joint venture era...allwyn nissan, eicher mitsubishi, dcm toyota, birla yamaha et al were doing well...but of course as they were not competing with Maruti. Dolphin was. And Tata would be so he was denied. A similar more sordid story would be repeated with the singapore airlines proposal. Sometimes I think we should give the group a bharat ratna just for staying put.

I was introduced to Indian Auto Journal then. Rajesh Mirajkar and his spartan public conveyance and private vehicle designs electrified me. Concept cars came into my world. Designs seen like never before. Some time later a new fella left Corvette (I know I know GM) and came here to design fantastically exotic looking cars. Dilip Chhabria is his name but his styling while very influenced by Zagato to my mind is not harmonious. And build quality suspect. So it has remained, despite his company doing fantastically well.

College meant I would travel easily to churchgate to pick up not only World Cars but also foreign issues of Car&Driver and Track&Road. My knowledge was increasing by leaps and bounds. As I grew interested in other things...India was opening up. Hyundai, Daewoo, ford, Opel all came in one by one... But where were the Indian companies? Which brings me to the question I wanted to ask...so I better come to the point quickly. Let me speed things up.

But after all these years, Tata had created a
Tatamobile. No, not a cell phone. It was india's first attempt at a pick up truck. Not bad considering the truckers got the looks part right, they were heavily influenced by the Benz cars they were assembling for MB. But the build level esp NVH was all wrong. Car versions came out like crazy. And the one from Nicholas coachbuilders my favourite. Horrible build quality though. Tata Estate was better but marginally so. Then came the Tata Sierra. And then Ratan Tata had a vision to make a people's car. No not the Nano...that would come later.

This was the Indica. And when it was revealed at the Auto Show in Delhi, it became the first product launch that I saw on TV and cried. So far it is the only one. Something indescribable when Ratan came on stage and the car was revealed. guess somewhere there was closure of sorts. It was a people's car alright. Designed by IDEA. So obviously there were similarities to the FIAT car of same vintage and dimensions the Palio, tailgate, boot, hood slope and doors. But the Tatas never got me the car I wanted. They took an Ambassador sized car and gave it wheels of a 800. Still make this mistake for all their cars (except the Safari) and variants. Look at the Manza and the Indigo. Don't give me engineering and rolling resistance theory, as it doesn't wash. They could have used thin steel instead of that ton heavy armour plate they were using, make it lighter so the wheels of proper size could be put in place. Still am very proud of it but also pissed at tata motors for not rounding off the job properly. Build and all those habits will come eventually but styling is something that defines you. And not getting the proportions right is so wrong.

Mahindras, the chaps who plied us with jeeps of all kinds were getting into passenger vehicles. It was so exciting. After the Commander, Armada and Bolero, Project Scorpio is a whole new company within a company (like GM's Saturn Project) would herald the company's entry into the passenger segment. Cover stories preceded the launch and when the car arrived and I was massively underwhelmed. It was a jeep like any other. Closed yes. But that old Willys Station Wagon had more character. over the years when I had a few rides in it, I appreciated the cars solidity and ride. But Mahindra wasn't content...no....no. They gave us the Xylo and the Gio two of the ugliest vehicles known to man. Tata tried to compete by giving us the Nano. They have patented the 'too-small a wheel' ugliness and taken it to new levels. So I ask myself this question...

When indian auto companies make enough money to buy Jaguar and Land Rover and Ssangyong...can't they buy a little bit of sensibility to design a better looking vehicle. It doesn't cost more...just need to make the effort so why aren't they putting it there?


Especially when we are getting the Fortuners, Q7s and the M1s on the same roads. The Citys and the Ventos on the same parking lots? Why? Why? Why?

When I an average Indian can see it, why can't they? Why?

I has this question for many years but as it was dormant it lay still, after seeing what the new Xylo looks like and the ridiculous honeycomb grille of the XUV500 the torrent became an outpour.

Dekh liya

Tere aage sar jhuka ke dekh liya
minnatein kiin gidgidaa ke dekh liyaa

Maikhaane mein jaata hai roz kyun
masjid ka rasta jab usne dekh liyaa

Hon bahut jo aajbhi iski sunte hain
Dil ko sar par bithaa kar dekh liyaa

Bewafaa hai zindagi kehte hain log
Maut ko bhi to bulaa ke dekh liyaa

Milega milega

Bada badguman hai shayad
Kabhi haan nahin karta
Meri baat sunne ke liye
Chalte chalte nahin theharta

Meri arz aksar iske behre kaanon par
Joon bhi nahin ban paati
Bas ek jhatke mein
Saari ilteja khaarij ho jaati

Jo kabhi ruka hua mile
To mere kehne pe nahin chalta
Shayad meri manzil hi ghalat hai
Aisa mujhe hai lagne lagta

Main iske wajood ka maqsad hoon
Phir bhi meri haisiat kya hai
Chai, nashte aur gas bharaane se
Pataa chala bahut kam hai

Is shehar mein jahaan
Paisa milta hai, pyar milta hai
Waqt ke chauraahe pe
Manzil ki hasrat liye khada hoon
Dekhein kab mujhe richshaw milta hai

nahin aane wala

Meri aankhon se ab kuch bahar nahin aane wala
Dil ka mehman jo hai andar nahin aane wala

Keemti kyun hain mujhko uski kasmein, vaade uske,
Raasta bhool ke bhi wo jab nahin aane wala

Maujon ne jaise kasam kha rakhi hai
Koi safina ab kinare nahin aane wala

Aasmaan dekhta hai kyun fard e pashemaan
Daur hikmat ka hai abaabeel nahin aane wala